15yo girl, i have a little problem with adults and relationships... please read more its a bit odd. thank you?

find a nice boy possibly a few years old than you, find something that interests you, a sport for instance. that is a good place to meet people. dont start out looking for a boy, they will just be there and if you like them and they like you - be freinds if something develops good if not ohwell. you don't have to learn to love it just happens. i say to find a NICE boy who is a little old as there posily have less to prove and hopefully will treat you well. when you find someone and they wrap you in their arm and you feel safe that is what being loved feels like.